but bella never says that she will kill herself if edward leaves. she only does wreckless things in NM to
a) break the promise she gave to edward about doing nothing stupid and wreckless
b) Hear auditory hallucinations of edward
but suicide is never mentioned.
but yes, as far as edward is concerned - i see suicide as the ULTIMATE form of selfishness. (but then again he is ALREADY dead, so... i dont know if that counts?)
ok, back on topic.
I'm not sure that she could have aborted even if she wanted to...at least without changing to a vampire in the process. If Carlisle couldn't get any access to Nessie just examine her, I don't think he would've been able to kill her. Well...now that I think about it...maybe he could have, but it would have been an extremely extreme abortion
ok, sure. i agree with you. it probably WAS impossible to abort. But then how can ANYONE use bella's decision to continue the pregnancy as selfish? she had no other option....so she had every right to expect her husband's support for their unborn child.