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I have to say the part that was the most heart wrenching for me was when Edward left. I was crying and freaking out. I am one of those really emotional people, so I was so sad. I felt like punching Edward. I realized that he was doing it for her own good but seriously, man, when you do that to someone it hurts. I could understand what Bella was going through even though no one has ever done that to me. But then again, I've never had a relationship like Edward and Bella's. A few things that killed me in this book was:

"You.....don't.....want me?" Bella said that on page 69.
That killed me because she's never believed that she deserved Edward and to her, he was just proving everything that she had thought. And her mind was desperately trying to catch up with what he was saying, as was her heart. To her, all her fears had just come true.

"I promise that this will be the last time you’ll see me. I won’t come back. I won’t put you through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any more interference from me. It will be as if I’d never existed." Edward said this on page 71.
This bothered me and nearly had me to tears because I believed what he said. I thought he actually was never coming back, and I was so upset. Because to me Edward and Bella's relationship proved that everyone has someone even if it's not who you think it will be.

"The waves of pain that had only lapped at me before now reared high up and washed over my head, pulling me under. I did not resurface." Bella page 84
This was sad for me too because she just let the pain consume her, because to her life was actually over. Without Edward, there was no reason for her to be alive. And it bothered me because I could almost feel what she was going through.

"I don’t think I can live through seeing you try harder. I’ve never seen anyone trying so hard. It hurts to watch." Charlie page 97
I think that this bothered me because I have seen something like this, been a part of something like this. You try so hard at being okay, at being normal, that it hurts you and it hurts the people that you care about. When you try so much at being okay, and being 'happy' it hurts inside because you know that there is no happiness right at that point. And when you see someone doing it, you want to try to help them, but there is nothing you can do, they have to help themselves. And it kills you because your dying to help them, and you feel so helpless when you can't.

This is just some of them, not all of them. If I put all of them in here, it would go on for a long time.

Another huge part that tore my heart around was when Bella was pregnant and I thought she would die. And I was ready to freak over that because she can't die, that wrecks the love story, you know? And seeing Jacob's and Edward's whole reaction to Bella's choice was driving me crazy because they were hurting. I hate when people are sad. Because it makes me sad. And then I always end up trying to make them happy.
I always end up rambling, sorry. Anyways, that only covers some of the moments and quotes. If I could go through everything even the moments that got me mad, it would probalby be a very long post. Anyways, bu-bye.

Allie

I have to say when in the battle of BD e ask something like "is there no hope?", an then everybody stars with their good byes.
I have to soy so, i cried with this scene, 'cause i felt so awful... and so when Alice run away, i could never hate her, but i get into a terrible shock, the first thing i asked "How could she?", and then i though that she had had her reasons.

i have to say that i really hate the hole kissed thing between bella and jacob on eclipse is just so freaking horrible for me... when read that i throw the book and i was like burning in hell i was just so furioss hatingg jacob for playing dirty to have that kiss and bella for stand it and get confuses oh god i just think in that and went veryy maddddddddddddd

I agree about the scene in NM when Edward left, but I also thought that of the scene with the Volturi in NM

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I think that the most heart stopping moment of the saga is at the end of breaking dawn, when Bella opens her mind so Edward can see how much she truly loves him. I got chills reading that part.

For me it had to be the moment when Edward finally turns Bella in Breaking Dawn.

It had me thinking thoughts such as 'Would he? Won't he?' or 'Is Bella really going to die? How will he take that?', I'd love to see how they'd manage this if/when they do a Breaking Dawn film.

Vampire Bella FTW

I TOTALLY agree with newborn23. I was so breathless during that part at the end. My mom and I were reading it at the same time and she was just like "are you ok?"

And then when Edward left of COURSE!!!
I also stopped breathing and my mom said "Honey breathe!" and then when i did breathe i started hyperventilating.

When Edward left, i literally STOPPED MOVING, well, other than dropping my book on the floor. The funny thing was that I was in school so everyone started staring at me. I was sitting there, on the brink crying, and then the teacher asked if I was okay. It was very awkward.

Definatly haveto agree with almost everone when edward left i couldnt stop crying the whole book was making me sad and crying.
Also when Bela got home and he had tenthe lulaby and hr pictures my eart stopped i ws lie how could he do that o herdoe he notno anythig aout her!!
I cried has to when bella went out with esica and he could hear wardshe was so desperate. She needed him and he left i was mad at home!!

that was a good book dfinaly a good twist for us all even if it was completely SAD!
xo