To answer a few questions: technically you could call me a nihilist, but I don't really fit the bill. I do believe in an inherently meaningless universe, but that doesn't mean that what you do is irrelevant - it just means (accurately) that on a cosmic scale, we're insignificant. For that matter, on a cosmic scale, anything smaller than our galaxy is pretty insignificant. My worldview involves meaning being a personal thing, where everyone gets out of life what they put into it, and I don't consider a higher power to be relevant to it.
That said, I would also like to state that I don't believe that love is an intentionally developed emotion. Love develops on its own, but it develops because you spend time with a person; love is not just there, waiting to happen. It grows in you, changes, evolves, ebbs and flows, surges and fades. Relationships that stay healthy change; ones that are unhealthy remain largely the same. I fully encourage all of you to do your own research on the subject, though I would reccomend a very good book called The Five Love Languages. It helps in a lot of ways.
Now, the question - will I vanish again in two days?
