
Before I start I would like to tell you that English is not my mother tongue (I am from Greece) so please be lenient with my grammar.
I first read Twilight fairly late - in May 2009. It goes without saying that it changed my life – I will only mention that I have become a much better person. Since that May, a single day hasn’t passed that I haven’t thought of Stephenie’s books (and Edward!!!). Currently I am reading Breaking Dawn - I started the saga marathon on New Year’s Day reading as slowly as I could, in order to enjoy it to the fullest – and I will next read The Host. You see, although I adore BD it makes me somber - is it because the saga ends? Is it because I am jealous of Bella’s luck? Who knows? - and I consider The Host such an optimistic book… When I got the blues, I always turn to The Host to help me get back to me.
Well now, I need your advice! How does somebody moves on from Twilight????? Seriously! Is my situation normal? Is something wrong with me? Is there a Twilight anonymous thing that you can go so as to help you get over it? Is there a prerequisite that you must want to recover from it? Because… if this is the case, I am afraid I am screwed.
(While I am writing this a VOLVO advertisement is shown on TV. Life's temptations are too many for one to be virtuous…)