I have news it's a semi-update. I feel dizzy in part because of it. It will have to wait. Wow, I just can't believe. *shakes head* Focus Jennifer, breathe.
, I agree Andy might not love his girlfriend as much anymore. It doesn't seem like distancing yourself is working. I am sorry about your pictures. So, how are all those other guys?
, likin' the song. And someone who deserves and wants you that will rival how much you want him will come along, patience my dear
, that is really cute. Hmm, looks like Tiffi and Ben have some competition in cutest couple. Care to step it up now, tiffi? =] That really is sweet. *sigh*
, that is a lot of drama. Wow I don't know where to begin. sooo many boys.
, CAMP STORY PLEASE!!!!
, Things will work out. Time is all you need.
, you can do it. Put him out of your mind. We're here for you. That is one long list.
As for me...
Well a song to describe my current love life is between four.
More so Your Song from Kate Walsh.
Now, what happened tonight. and in general.
First a funny-ish story. In English I'm in a group with two friends and this random guy. I guess you could say we flirted since I was constantly touching his arm an teasing him.He had a stapler and well was stapling the chair and throwing staples everywhere. I was trying to take it away from him. I guess it wasn't that funny. =]
I haven't been dazzling Stanly as much since I don't really see him, but I saw him at the choir concert tonight. After intermission I didn't think about him at all because of the following. (yes I am trying build up as much suspense as possible)
I saw Bus Boy
I was siting right at the end of the row next to the aisle, when intermission came around I stood up and streched. In that moment my friend comes up and we're wishing each other good luck on stage and hugging. When I familiar blond head comes up with another clearly following my friend. Bus Boy. ... and his friend. After all of us are talking then my friend runs off leaving Bus Boy and his friend behind. All three of us talk and It just felt stange standing there next to bus boy. His friend wondered off and it's just me and him we talk some more, small talk. (His new school is amazing) Then he is relunctant to leave when intermission is over. Then the choirs sing, I sing. Getting dizzy and couldn't stop thinking about him and less when the song I'm singing is about love. gosh. Concert's over and I change out of my robe. I walk out to meet my mother when I see two of my friends, the one from earlier (who I hugged like five times in during the night =]) and another. I stand behind one resting my head on her shoulder and they notice me, hug hug hug. Then behind one of them there looking at me is Bus boy. Since my two friends are busy talking about something irrelevent to me I go over to him, he compliments the concert and then our friends include us in the conversation. I say I have to go because I can feel my mom staring at me from behind. I hug my two friends. I tap his shoulder to tell him 'bye', then bus boy is a somewhat sad voice asks if I'm leaving I tell him about feeling my mom staring. He opened his arms and hugged me, I gave him a one arm hug back since I only had one avaliable because I was holding my robe and we were in a crowded area. =/ So he hugged me and it was... sigh. I told him it was nice seeing him and he said it back. Then I had walk away. As I was walking with my mom to the car I just had the urge to run back and hug him again and tell him... i don't know. That I miss him and seeing him every day. hearing him rant. his smiles, his eyes. That I want to spend time with him and.... I wonder if he's thinking about me or dreaming.
So that's what's been going on.
Questions, Comments, Concerns?