OME!! I HATE IT THAT PEOPLE LEAKED IT!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT MAKES ME SO FREAKING MAD!! WHY CAN'T THEY JUST KEEP TO THEMSELVES INSTEAD OF RUINING OTHER PEOPLES LIVES?!?!?!? yesterday (friday) i found out about the whole thing. i checked the lexicon before school, and so that made my entire day just bleh. right after i found out, i went straight to my room and just bawled my eyes out. i usually spend, like, an hour getting ready for school. i get some really nice clothes on, do my hair, put on make up, the whole 9 yards. well, that morning, i spent 15 minutes on myself. i slipped on an old pair of jeans, put on a twilight shirt (to show my support), and pulled my hair into a ponytail. i was seriously depressed for about a total of 3 hours. i felt like staying home from school. but, somehow, i was able to pull myself together and go through the day. i decided that i didn't want to be known as the girl who is so sad all the time. i wanted to be the happy, perky self that i usually am, so i put on a smile and went about my day. i was still extremely upset, though.
sorry. that kind of turned into a story. i'm just venting.
