Jazz Girl wrote:~~CW & IA Discussion~~
First, I of course, adored the chapter. TattWard held my heart with his words from the first letter. He has his demons, but the love and devotion that he shows his InkElla is divine...
But, ARGH!!!!! Just when I thought that Eclipse-Bella was really the only one who could snap my teeth together, along comes rampaging self-righteous InkElla!!! WTF!!! I get it. I know what trauma can do to a person. Let alone repeated trauma. Combine that with detoxing and, no, she's not the most charming or stable person. I fracking get it. But, holy hell in a handcart!!! Someone please tell me when she will recognize that a relationship is not ONE person doing all of the changing and healing and giving.
I get it. TattWard was an arsemonkey of epic bloody proportions. He screwed up. I completely recognize that. But, for the love of sweet baby jesus! First, let's try the fact that maybe, just maybe, TattWard was just a little distracted and bothered on his way to and at the Audi dealership. I mean, he, too, had just gone through a painful head shrinking session whereby he ALSO relived painful memories from his past! Memories that at least he has come clean and open with. So, yes, he screwed up and did something that would be very hurtful. But, there was no hurtful intention behind it. It was a MISTAKE!
And, to answer InkElla's rhetorical question, no, there's really no way that he could know what she had to talk about and exactly how difficult it would be because SHE HASNT STEPPED UP AND BLOODY TOLD HIM YET!!!!! It's painful and messy and traumatic and hurts like fracking hell. But, how can he know, how can he help or be prepared or understand when he doesnt know?!?!?!
I'm sorry, I am just snapped at her right now. She's being so completely unfair to him and, loving soul that he is, he just eats it, bite after bite because he loves her that damn much. And, that ain't right.
I love them both. I do. But, someone needs to put a boot to InkElla's perky little buns and wake her up a little.
On a wholly unrelated and yet equally as exciting front...
Ragweeds has updated!! Chapter 6~ Currents & Tides
Caryn ~ Tell me how you really feel. Just teasing you.
It's funny how all of us had this chapter to affect us so differently. Whereas I did get irritated with some of Bella, it just did not affect me like that. I was too wrapped up in Edward and his thoughts. I loved that damned therapy session. Talk about an honest word vomit - he hit the ground running and really held nothing back. I lmao at the scene where Dr. Fields threw him the stress ball and he started squeezing the crap out of it. Really I laughted in a lot of places in this chapter. Loved it.
I tell you what got me, was everyone slamming of Edward(over on Twilighted). I mean, come on people, the guy is learning. Yes he fracked up, but at least he had the 'nads to admit it and he certainly never intentionally meant to hurt Bella nor Heidi. He just did.not.think.
It happens. And the reason I did not get so upset was that I saw he wasn't thinking and I know he NEVER would have hurt Bella like that at the dealership. It just blew me away with peoples reaction to him in this chapter.
Anyway, I love that they are really starting to "get it" with each other and the fact that their love is so powerful - it is almost painful and words cannot describe their feelings so with the "can you see?", "let me show you", "I want you to feel what you do to me" that whole intimate scene with them took my breath away.
Loved the update!